Originally Posted by
Tcm9669
I guess the title shows my shame for what has happen't.
I don't know where to start off right now...
I guess I should appologize to the forum, to Jeremy and TCM. I shouldn't have done, what I did do.. I knew at the moment I SHOULDN'T go that far.. but I did.. and I'm sorry about it. These last few months have been hard for me lately. There are things I wish I didn't have to do, but I can barley afford my small rental basement and food.
I noticed TCM and Latoya never visited and thought.. well mabye they have quit or left? So who would it hurt? I mean, it meant I could afford something extra to eat for dinner, or take the bus on another trip.
Trust me, I wouldn't have done, what I did, if I didn't think it was neccesary. I'm sorry about it, and honestly am.
Another reason why I did it was due to the some of the members. People like Jerlene have been pretty good with posting etc.. but guys like Moneytalkpro, TCM just came for the money. I didn't just come for the money, I enjoyed helping people. My posts come from w.e knowledge I have gotten through school, and yet I cna abrley afford my college tuition.
I don't have the money anymore, and I hope you can close the dispute ticket. I'm willing to work off the payment anyway you would like. Again, I'm sorry and I wasn't thinking properly. I was just thinking of what else I could use any money I could attain for extra food or what not. I don't have parents, just an aunt who tries to help me here and there.
Again, I'm willing to work the payment off. I would have stayed and made the forums active, but I didn't know if you would hire me? I guess it's a stupid move by me, I could have asked you and checked... I really feel bad and stupid at the moment. I can't believe I just impersonated a fellow member, who I posted with and cheated you and the forum.
I'm very sorry guys, hopefully there is something or someway I can gain my rep back. I know it won't be easy, but I'm honestly sorry about what happent, and am willing to do w.e it takes to make things right.
Sorry for all the issues etc.. I didn't want to end off or start off in a bad way. I really do like the forum and I just can't believe I took upon an action that could cost me a big loss, my PP account, my forum account here etc...
Again, I'm very sorry and I hope something can be done, if you wish to post this publicly, feel free to do so. I do want the members to know I messed up and that I'm wanting to get some respect back, however long or ways it takes me through.
Thanks for your time.